Really at the end of the day no one may be reading this so i don't need to say sorry. But on the off chance some one is then fair enough.
Home is horrible at the moment. i live with my dad and step mum. Along with my step family and they are driving me around the bend. They keep telling me what i can and can not do along with the fact that i am "screwed up and its all my mums fault."
well i don't think i am that screwed up i have friends, a boyfriend, and a grade A student, i have learned how to cook and clean (which i do every week now) so why am i screwed up?
Secondly why can i not go to uni? i really want to go and they are like no don't you won't be able to cope. all i am thinking is i am going whether they like it or not, but when i try and stand up for myself they get angry and i back down.
i pray to god to help me with this but i am not sure what to do. because they are really starting to hurt me with all this putting down chat.
what to do i have no idea
angely75spider
HI THERE I UNDERSTAND HOW YOU FEEL BUT IT IS YOUR LIFE SO ALWAYS FOLLOW YOUR GUT FEELING. WHEN I WAS YOUNGER I COULD NEVER LIVE UP TO MY BROTHER HE WAS AN A STUDENT WHERE AS I ONLY GOT C GRADES .I WAS NEVER INCOURAGED TO DO ANYTHING WITH MY LIFE AND I WOULD NEVER STICK AT ANYTHING . I DID WHAT I WANTED ANYWAY I DROPPED OUT OF COLLEGE AFTER 6 MONTHS AS I DIDNT LIKE IT.THEN I TOOK UP HAIRDRESSING WHICH MY PARENTS SAID I WOULD BE NO GOOD AT WORKING WITH THE PUBLIC WELL THAT WAS 17 YEARS AGO AND FOR THE PAST THREE YEARS I HAVE OWNED MY OWN BUISNESS WHICH IS DOING GREAT. AND AS FOR MY A STUDENT BLUE EYED BROTHER HE IS IN DEBT STRUGGLING . SO FOLLOW YOUR HEART AND DO WHAT YOU LIKE AND IF DROP OUT OF COLLEGE OR UNI SO WHAT . YOU ONLY GET ONE SHOT AT THIS LIFE . SO LIVE IT THE WAY YOU CHOOSE