I am a teenager. 19 years old has experienced many things. I have had to leave home because my family home was horrible. I have been manipulated through out my life and now i would say i am screwed up. I do what ever people want me to do because then i think that people will like me and i will be accepted and this means i would not be screwed up.
I have been bullied most of my life, been beaten up and shouted at and stuff like that. I hate the fact that my fatehr left me when i was 5 and last year i went to go and live with him. I had to leave last month because i hated living there. I am fat ugly and i hate myself. I hate me. I want to not be here anymore yet i am not scared to do anything about it. I just sit around on my arse and cry at the world. I am useless completely. Like anyone who could possible read this would have anything to actually say back. I don't know
I HAVE NO IDEA WHAT I AM DOING ANYMORE